It all comes back around

No one sees beneath the smile,
The pain that lurks inside,
The anger bottled within,
And the tears that have been cried.

Depression has control over you,
The way you think, act and talk,
No one can get through to you,
You see the light and begin to walk.

You still stick that fake smile on,
As you begin another day,
Trapped in this torture chamber,
Suicide seems the only way.
But you won't let go.. not yet,
You're determined to make it through,
Dont want to give them the satisfaction,
Of letting them know they're getting to you.

I know its hard to keep on living,
When death is luring you in,
Just keep thinking to yourself,
'In this life i have to win'.

Things can only go bad for so long,
it gets better believe me its true,
Although you feel like your world's coming to an end,
Think of the future that lies ahead of you.
Remember it's only a small part of your life,
You have a whole world upahead,
Don't let any one put you down,
Don't take to heart what they said.
Cause thats when you start to think,
That what they say is true,
Even though their words are bullshit,
It really gets to you.

I know that words do hurt,
I've been through it so take it from me,
But i'm still standing here today,
From the once cruel world where i wanted to be free.

So please read this poem and remember,
What i experienced and what i found,
That what others do to you,
It all comes back around...